A Hug can do it all!
....sometimes loneliness can get so unmeaningfully nostalgic and create irrelevant grief that there seems no possible path to lead in search of little light of happiness... which everyone craves for! Heart is so heavy with all the so called virtues creating trauma that ya knock ya mind to acquaint with some kinda solution... our mind being the most pragmatic part says to act matured or grown but who listens to it anyways when it comes to feeling all lost and blacked out!
.... here comes a moment in life once in a while when i feel totally out of track... feeling lonely in a boulevard, turn back to see no one around.. the only person i am left with is my self... i look again to figure out if i can see someone through the mist walking towards meh but its just an imgination when i realize.... insecurities ?? i really dont know... all i know its just the longing to be with the only people whom ya love. there are so many reason i may not feel right about.. and that time i need to be pampered... seriously that is the word "mollycoddled". am i a kid?? yes i am i dont care who thinks what..ok now all this sounds so much of frustating... and there is a formula .. laugh at ya self ... it works but for that we cant afford to take ourselfs too very seriously... one should spoil oneself sillly sometimes when things like this happen.... lets get into a lighter note... transition helps!!!
realizin the fact that i am left with myself... and have no liberator around so i plan to rescue myself... what do i do? well i pamper myself... firstly i plan , try to sleep to forget "it"... BAD IDEA!.. it does neva work.
second scheme is to listen to some really haunting melodies... but but but that gives pain in d.....
feels like as if chokin ya to coma .. cause that very moment they freak on playin songs on the radio with lyrics that will put ya inside the mud and without a flicker ya can imagine ya self as one of those character in a tragedy bollywood story!dont have a choice... but plan a third deal with yaself... why not try hands on cookin.... oneday after all i have to make my husband want to love my hand made food for which i will give the credits to my ancestors as if it runs in my blood!!... but naaaaahhhhhhh sounds impressive but certainly not cool for oneself atleast when agony sorrounds cuz then it wud be like making ice cream without cream... and butter chicken without butter!!!
Food!! its the only thing that keeps meh motivated during rough times....Odering a ya favourite dish might just do the trick ... but hang on hell welcomes ya when at just the imperfect time a dish full of coconut ( how well i hate it ) arrives ya house now even that didnt work!
Shopping is the best thing to do??? but whos got the dough in the pocket!!!???
wat bout a Hair Cut???wow that can make one feel really fresh?! eh? .. i guess so atleast...... i desperately needed to get rid off my blond streaks!... i am always scared of hair cut... (it has a history dated back) but i take a chance with great grit and gumption... seriously the worse has to happen... and i knew it!..(de javu is no big deal 4r meh)... i once again have an dreadfull haircut of my life ... wats the use if i have to use a hair setter every time i have a hairwash??? i'd
rather go bald!!
i come back home even more demoralized... my life is life film making.." every thing that has to go wrong will go wrong"..
thinkin of nothing else i could i sit on my bed feeling finished!... my room mate enters the room(she happen to be one of my best pals)... she looks at meh .. comes closer to meh ... gives meh a big tight HUG... and says" i missed ya all this while"... I SMILED!!!
A Hug made it all for meh!!!
.... here comes a moment in life once in a while when i feel totally out of track... feeling lonely in a boulevard, turn back to see no one around.. the only person i am left with is my self... i look again to figure out if i can see someone through the mist walking towards meh but its just an imgination when i realize.... insecurities ?? i really dont know... all i know its just the longing to be with the only people whom ya love. there are so many reason i may not feel right about.. and that time i need to be pampered... seriously that is the word "mollycoddled". am i a kid?? yes i am i dont care who thinks what..ok now all this sounds so much of frustating... and there is a formula .. laugh at ya self ... it works but for that we cant afford to take ourselfs too very seriously... one should spoil oneself sillly sometimes when things like this happen.... lets get into a lighter note... transition helps!!!
realizin the fact that i am left with myself... and have no liberator around so i plan to rescue myself... what do i do? well i pamper myself... firstly i plan , try to sleep to forget "it"... BAD IDEA!.. it does neva work.
second scheme is to listen to some really haunting melodies... but but but that gives pain in d.....
feels like as if chokin ya to coma .. cause that very moment they freak on playin songs on the radio with lyrics that will put ya inside the mud and without a flicker ya can imagine ya self as one of those character in a tragedy bollywood story!dont have a choice... but plan a third deal with yaself... why not try hands on cookin.... oneday after all i have to make my husband want to love my hand made food for which i will give the credits to my ancestors as if it runs in my blood!!... but naaaaahhhhhhh sounds impressive but certainly not cool for oneself atleast when agony sorrounds cuz then it wud be like making ice cream without cream... and butter chicken without butter!!!
Food!! its the only thing that keeps meh motivated during rough times....Odering a ya favourite dish might just do the trick ... but hang on hell welcomes ya when at just the imperfect time a dish full of coconut ( how well i hate it ) arrives ya house now even that didnt work!
Shopping is the best thing to do??? but whos got the dough in the pocket!!!???
wat bout a Hair Cut???wow that can make one feel really fresh?! eh? .. i guess so atleast...... i desperately needed to get rid off my blond streaks!... i am always scared of hair cut... (it has a history dated back) but i take a chance with great grit and gumption... seriously the worse has to happen... and i knew it!..(de javu is no big deal 4r meh)... i once again have an dreadfull haircut of my life ... wats the use if i have to use a hair setter every time i have a hairwash??? i'd
rather go bald!!
i come back home even more demoralized... my life is life film making.." every thing that has to go wrong will go wrong"..
thinkin of nothing else i could i sit on my bed feeling finished!... my room mate enters the room(she happen to be one of my best pals)... she looks at meh .. comes closer to meh ... gives meh a big tight HUG... and says" i missed ya all this while"... I SMILED!!!
A Hug made it all for meh!!!
posted by Lopa Mudra Mitra at 12:59 PM
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